Slowly Fading Away

I feel like I'm slowly fading, 
Like smoke into thin air, 
In constant search of a caring soul, 
But no one really cares, 
Its rare to find a genuine heart, truly sincere and kind, 
Expecially when you end up in a predicament like mine, 
Snatched away from society at a very young age, 
With no guidance and no structure, I was living in a haze, 
But the past is done and gone and my future seems bleak, 
I'm slowing fading away, 
Like a drunk when she drinks, 
I think this life is worth living, 
Sometimes it's hard to tell, 
Its like I was born into Satan's hands, then cast into hell,
My potential is at a peak, where I'm beginning to see, 
But twenty years from now, who knows where I'll be, 
Still locked in a cell where my potential and worth is a "was"-a thing of the past
So vast my dreams and goals, things I aspire to achieve, 
Its a daily struggle for me to continue to believe, 
To believe that a man still wants to give me a kiss with his love, 
Still wants to see me smile and tell me I'm cute, 
To see that I've blossomed into a wonderful woman, 
Though I didn't have rich roots, 
Locked away like this, everyone seems to forget, 
I'm slowly fading away, 
Into a bottomless pit, 
Out of sight, out of mind, damn it's a shame, 
Sometimes I wonder if certain people even remember my name, 
In a predicament like this you become very aware, 
Before, ignorance was a bliss and you don't know to be scared, 
I feel like I have so much to offer, 
But am I really even here? 
Time waits for no one, and no one sees my tears, 
Im ripe and ready for whatever, 
I'm 27 years young, 
Sometimes my soul feels 80, like it's almost done, 
I'm slowly fading away, 
Into a mist of confusion, 
Constantly wondering if my life is just an illusion.