Sometimes

Sometimes I'm sad, sometimes I'm cool, other times I'm a damn fool, never take advice, don't tell lies and I'm not near wise, many times I've cried, cause I'm always paranoid, when I dream at night, they pump me full of lead until I'm dead, cause of what I said, I'm a walking mistake, at least I'm not fake, my own bed I make, reputations at stake, minds deep as a lake, with drunken texts I sent, sense I eject,, thier goes thier respect, sink to the bottom of the ocean like cement, curse myself and lament, an idiot is how I felt.