Sometimes.

Sometimes I wonder if you wanna text me but your too scared I'll be busy. Or if you sit there Thinking should I text her that or this. And sometimes I see you typing and than u delete it all and start to type something else. Than I wonder is that what he was really going to say. Sometimes I wonder are those posts on instagram about me. I wonder if you like me the way i like you. You say i cant handle you but I wonder what do you mean I could totally handle you. Sometimes I think of doing dirty things with you. You bring out the sexual side of me. Sometimes I wonder does he look at my pictures and think damn i wish she was mine. Like I do. Sometimes I wonder if im on his mind all the time. Like he is on mine. Does he think about me even one second of the day. I'm madly in love with his personality. looks. Thoughts. Every thing. But its hard to explain because this feeling of love won't go away every time I text him i smile like crazy. And at night I think about him all the time.  I dont care about his flaws or mistakes cuz thats what makes him perfectly imperfect. All I know is that i love him.and i cant explain why or how I just know I fucking love him and i dont think I will ever stop loving him