Soul Ties

Soul ties
Still attached 
Like I’m in between their thighs
If I said you’re the only one 
That would be a lie
Im so addicted 
I’m so high 
And I know it’s wrong 
But it feels so right 
I love you 
But they hold a place in my life 
It’s like I want them on the side 
But want you to be my wife 
Committing to just you 
Is way too much
My heart beats for you 
But my soul still craves their touch
I know I planted my seeds 
From my damaged roots
While I was enjoying
The taste of your fruits 
 I know you want me to be 
Faithful and true
But I’m stuck on them 
like Elmer’s glue 
You don’t deserve
What I put you through
You saved yourself for me 
While I was doing what I do 
But you wanting commitment 
Makes you crazy
You were only good enough to have my baby 
I know I have the power 
I know I have the axe
But how many times do I have to say
Committing to you is too much to ask 
Dry those tears 
Don’t be sad 
My actions showed it
But you ignored the red flags 
It’s something about them 
I can’t leave alone 
You know it’s the truth 
You’ve seen the proof in my phone 
In my eyes I’m doing no wrong
You’re the reason why 
You keep bringing yourself harm 
You’re hurt when I step out 
But always let me come home