Special

I have been thinking of someone who I went to school with and how much I miss her.

You make me feel special,
I know this is what everyone says but this is different,
Theirs is you make them feel wanted but mine is different,
Mine is one you have never heard.

I've been bullied,
I've been lonely,
I've been broken both mentally and physically,
This is only some but you were there for them all. 

You were always their without me knowing,
I have only realised now that you left,
I feel stupid for not asking you out,
If I could change my past I would only change not being with you,
Nothing else matters.
I am blind to the future and forgets the past, I only want to live in the moment.

I know you won't read this but that doesn't matter,
I know we will see each other again,
Not because we live near each other but because we are meant for each other.
Me the train wreck and you, 
Where to begin with the perfect girl.
You are so talented at everything you do. You are good at singing, acting and making me feel happy. 

You are important in my life now and forever no matter what happens. 
I miss not speaking to you. 
The worst thing is not being able to see you in the morning.