speek

I like to think i'm good with my words. But the truth is i never know what to say. I run my mouth without thinking and sometimes it gets me in trouble but it took years for me to be able to talk the way i do today. Once upon a time i was nothing more than an empty shell of a human. A shadow nobody notices. I was nothing special i felt like nothing special. So ive payed my dew i've fought for my voice and i won't be shut up by some stupid feelings. Yet these feelings are new, they leave me speechless. She leaves me speechless. She silences the voices the nagging  the fears she makes me feel special. I don't need to say anything when im around her