Spirit Abuse

I listened to the people
I done what I was told to do
But all I got in return was spirit abuse
I confessed my sins an uncovered my lies
an showed you all my sadness inside
But all I got was spirit abuse
I surrendered my all
an answered the call
but all I got was spirit abuse
Confessions of sins 
surrendering to God
you found new ways to beat me with a rod
All I got was spirit abuse
I wanted to sing in the choir wear the perfect attire
Instead I got judged an rejected
like a thrown out old tire
An now my faith has expired
All I got was spiritual abuse