~spirit that longs to stay~.

~spirit that longs to stay~.

Please help me refrain from being
overwhelmed with emotions,

Inside I'm running scared
Afraid of falling in love again,

But wanting it more than every breath
I've ever wasted screaming,

I long to die inside the glory
While dreaming,

I long for the warmth,
the burning fire of desire,

Yet i envision cracks in the ice
All those empty shells ~ sacrifice

Don't let me fall below the zero
To drown my silent screams

Let not my mind turn blue
Or black ,

I wish to proceed forward
Never looking back,

Tell me my fears are beautiful
And you are not afraid,

Hush my mouth with kisses
Brand new promises now made,

I'm trembling as i speak
I'm no stronger nor am i weak,

I've never before had the words
Nor the space to seek

Such a light as this,
A candle that never burn's away
~ spirit that longs to stay

Help me refrain from drowning
Please don't go away.

Nardine Sanderson 23/04/2015.