Split Heart

Amused I am as I ponder on your existence. 

Hopeless, finding what made you accepted just didn't  hit me.

Trying to immitate the motion of your thinking, just made me in an endless maze.

Your reasoning is out of my reach!

I don't want  to leave,  but I don't want to be nosey- just the fine balance of the shadows. 

Thoughs eroode me of what you think, that I am weathered by your demands.

I had given up believing in your words  and wanted to depart from your door.

But now you reach me behind the mosaic sheet that separates us, even when you reach you don't get the timing right.

It's a cyclic, but now I know that I care I want you to be in  other worlds other than mine .

Yet you seem reluctant to let go......... just yet.

I still haven't figured out why you hold on to me, I am nothing special.

And that's what saddens me, 

that our clashes have no explanation.