State Of Mind

Memory is clear and thinking is now under my control as if 100 tons was lifted off my soul

Waking up after a destructive force wrecked my sins that I used to hold

A epidemic that bought a sense of clarity back into my thoughts opening up many doors

Next to nothing as it crumbled down my will i was given as my eyes hides all the struggles forever more

Driven to the end of the world looking upon an aftermath of an earthquake that makes me determine my next steps before all hope is gone

Silence hits as nothing can be heard or felt taking its time to melt all ways I made into a deadly mold

a sign that I took to dare myself to challenge the empire in my head that was bulit with choices leading to a life so cold

I don't think twice as I never do taking this jump for the thrill to believe in a destiny I will plan base on becoming a real man

Where times stops; giving you a chance to realize the things you have done

The mind is in a constant rewind making my body numb to the touch

I start to believe in myself getting my life back from the rough

Thoughts becoming clear like a kick in the rear noticing I needed this so much

The darkness that held me down now has a light in the distances as I make my walk learning from my mistakes

My heart beat can be heard throughout as the fears break away into a state my mind only creates

A journey that a mind makes that gives and takes

A life to never forsake as my state of mind begins to change

Leading to a place my dreams could only make