"Still Here".................

Tough times may equal less lines,
although the words are all still here.
inside my broken mind,
smothered by the tear.
knowing what i have to say,
Will never be the same.
holding on another today,
covered up with pain.
ripping at my soul this need,
i write it here again to breath.
Covering it up without the seed,
And knowing it will never leave.
why cant i just free the lie,
find the pain and break the fear.
Not enough to even try,
so i am still here.