Still loving you

The hardest part is keeping the feelings aside.

No matter how bad I want you by my side.

This can't be about me and you.

No matter how much I love you

I try to hold the feelings back,

Even when I want you back.

I will never admit how I truly feel.

But that was a love that was truly real.

Best friends thru thick and thin.

Maybe one day we can be that again.

Time will only tell if this is real.

But why is it that I still feel?

You did me wrong, threw me on the ground.

I've picked myself up to where I am now.

I don't need you to come back, and trip me up.

Because for you I will never give up.

I've become so strong,

and I thought the feelings were gone.

But you are my kryptonite,

It was you that kept me warm at night.

There are times I long to see your face.

But this isn't the time or place.

These feelings that I've tried so long to hide.

Somehow just rush in like the tide.

Why is it that I feel this way.

When so long ago you went away.

I know it can never again be,

Back to when it was you and me.

Even if we try again,

Now there is another you have to let in.

She is part of me and also part of you,

She smiles just like you.

So until the day comes when we meet again,

In my heart you will always be my best friend.