Story of time

I'm waiting. 
Lonely thoughts accompany me
Losing control, until I reach the sky
In mesmerising myself as a whole
Shining in broad daylight
Like the sun under the moon
A star so bright
Alone in serendipity
Shouting against a man
Truthfulness alone
Carrying the stones
Above the hight of surrendering me.
Gravity will fall, in Autumn time
A leave so cold, recurring tabloids of life
Like a life unfolding, 
like a flower in Summer time
Two become one
I could never have won
Side by side, a woman, alone
A heartbeat counts as one
integrity of a kind soul
The love of God I've been told
In spiritual beliefs

Opening the door alone
In tides of the moon
Covering my song
Up and down again
The closest step to guide you
From the spheres in the afterlife
and back again
On the moon we once fought
for the breathing of our thoughts
Thirsty alone. For knowledge 
Growing higher than stone.
Once a bone of our ancestors
Nowadays the cones of trees
Seeds multiplying
Under the sunlight of my robe
Psychology in a new degree
Reincarnation is for thee
Inner beauty from lives past
Collecting multiple times a new cast.
In which you are the story line
The inner you, moving through era of time