sucidal thoughts 1

As I lay awake at 3 in the morning, laying there remembering the good days. Where i didn't have to worry, the days where I didn't stress the days when the nights seemed less scary. Its 3 in the morning and these thoughts start racing through my mind. Thoughts of not being here, thoughts of running away, thoughts of ending it all so i can finally be in my happy place at least i think that how its gonna be. 3 in the morning and the voices in my head are screaming, screaming for me to end it all, to forget about the world and leave everything i have. My family, friends, my life just leave it and don't look back. Its the only way to go since your life is already off track. 3 in the morning and i cant take it anymore, 3 in the morning and i let my mind take control over my body. Its 3 in the morning and I'm standing over my lifeless body.
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Very talented poet, but sorry, I didn't care for this work.
Why?
I lost a friend to suicide a little over a year ago. My friend, like this poem, didn't take into account how much pain her death would cause others. And a year after her death, the pain gets even worse.
Thanks for you input, but with all due respect you have no idea what goes through the mind of a person who wants to commit suicide. Regardless of the people they leave are hurt the person that did it was hurting and obviously they were the ones hurting the worst. But again thanks for your input!!