Suffocating

I’ve been locked in this circular
Box
Feels like years but only days
I keep hitting dead ends like
I’m in a fucking maze
 
It’s so dark and cold
My heart is beating fast
And my breathing is out of
Control
 
I feel to blame that I’m in this
Maze
Over, over again it’s the same
Motions, the same game
 
I start screaming and pounding on the
Walls
Praying someone is listening and hears
My call
 
No one hears me
I start to give up
Something is telling me to get up
You haven’t even begun
 
My head is aching
My hands numb
I’m hitting , pounding the hell
Out of this tomb
 
The walls finally start to crack
Open
I can see specks of the outside, light
I think to myself maybe I’m not so
Broken