Suicide Note........Boom

My brain is on fire,
I have no desire,
To live a life in this world.
Looking back to see what I've done,
I take a glance, my accomplishments are none.
Looking at people who look past me,
Speaking to people who are deaf to hear,
Waking up to a bed alone,
Screaming out, my frustration shown.
Always feel inside, looking out,
Locked in a bedroom, wishing to break out,
The key is nowhere to be found.
Living a life disappointed and empty,
Never knowing a happy thought,
Forever feeling alone.
Sitting in this chair,
Looking down with a blank stare,
Ready to pull the trigger.
Trying to remember a happy thought,
Only to hear the sound of the rifle shot.
........Boom