Sultry Sadness

Winter in veins, melancholic pains
Nostalgic summers bliss, is but a faded kiss
Jaded reminiscences
Seems strange how suddenly things change.
Lonely lamenting, heart fermenting.
Attempting sanity by escaping depravity of the mental cavity
Holding on with no gravity
Negatively positive is not my prerogative
Rather be real than told how to feel
Expression of the deal
No lock, key, and seal.
Plaster a smile for a little while
So none will think vile.
Only works for so long
Until sadness must sing her song.