take his face,

In a world torn apart,
No end in sight,
I sit in silence,
Tears burning my eye's,
Holding the sharpest knife within my grasp,
Begging god to take away the pain,
My headframe in sorrows plea,
Begging for an end to the torment i couldn't escape,
As i raised the knife to my wrists edge,
Screaming in pain,
Tears in outrageous force fleeing my body,
Chanting, sobbing, chanting, sobbing,
Almost out of breath,
Like falling in or out of consciousness,

"The words, please take the pain away, please take his face, take the pain, take his face, begging over, and over again,

Cries into the sounds of my heart,
Begging for release,
Of these invisible chains,

"please take the pain away, take his face, so i cannot see, so i can be free,

Felt like hours that i sat alone in the darkness, contemplating cutting again,
But deepest death to come,

Within my screams and cries, tears burning my eye's, my soul wide open, pouring out my heart ,

A voice was presented,
A voice of great calmness,
As i gasped for breath,
My tears still streaming,
My insides froze with no movement, it was quiet now,

A deepest voice,
But peaceful sound,
Healings within,
Asked for the permission to comfort me,

I ask for his face to be taken from my sight, i could see him everywhere, walking in the street, driving by in the car next to me, standing at the lights to walk,

I couldn't get his face off of my mind, suffocating inside,
I begged him to take the pain away,
Take his FACE, but PLEASE leave the LOVE for ME, please don't take it all, i cannot loose him again.

The voice seemed to distant,
And slowly fade away,
I haven't seen your face,
Since that very day,
But the love i have for you,
Is as strong as the day we met,
He left me all my memories,
And filled my fractured chest,
This love holds a strong bond,
That can never be torn apart.