TAKE ME NOW

Left with nowhere to go
Still alive as my blood does flow
Feeling like a fool
Life is so cruel
Never ending pain
Here we go again
Torture
Slaughter
Drowning in dirty water
Life will never be the same
Lost in the burning flame
Fed up of losing some sick game
A giant foot kicking me down
Scars on my face
Shaped like a frown
Where is this place?
Let me out
Hands together
No one hears me shout
Darkness came and decided to stay
No more light
No matter how much I pray
Too tired to fight
I’m done now
Life has been told
Lines written on my brow
Leaving this world
Not feeling proud
Just one of many
In this vast crowd
But looking around
They don’t see me
I’m invisible
Feeling terrible
So miserable
Hurt again by those who are meant to care
Who don’t want their lives with me to share?
I need to go now away for good
Where I no longer hurt
I’m exhausted with being made to feel like dirt
They say I’m an idiot
Who will come for me?
How will they take me away?
Some kind of chariot
Or a sleigh?
 Or will I just be left to rot
In a pauper’s grave
My life
Always a slave
Never a master
Time running faster
Seasons getting colder
I’m much older
I have taken troubles on my shoulders
Removed pain from others
But this goes unrecognised
No one here for me to hear my cries
They talk as if I am fastidious
Hideous
Words used like insidious
I’m not that person
How can they say that?
Words so cruel
Cut me with a knife
Well end my life
Stop putting me in this place
Look at my face
I’m finished, a disgrace
 I felt love
From me to others
But never loved in return
My heart does burn
I never learn
Time to go
But it’s so slow
Acid tears I cry
Goodbye