tales of insanity

its been a while and whilst the last two years have been no trial, 
insanity just sits and seeps and waits to spring,
the feeling the worlds end is near,
the feeling I cant shake its causing such fear,
nowadays I'm supposed to be calm,
docs say the cracks that appear
are just a vision that less stress will make disappear,
meanwhile I'm left here thinking am I meant to be dreaming
for if I don't dream who will here the earths screams,
and the ones with power will be left to devour 
and the ones now in control of there own soul 
will slowly lose there way to insanity where once again she will be in control!