Temporary Discofort

Memories from panic attacks and severe depressed days. 
Oh, how i miss you and oh how I hate that I do. You were my happiness on my dark days. 
Why’d you have to leave me?
I know I’m pathetic for missing you, but I just can’t see my life without you in it. As days grow longer and nights become colder, I sit alone and cry. Nights are lonely as I don’t fall asleep talking to you till 4am. 
Now it’s just me lost in my thoughts. Oh, how life’s been hard but I’ll get through it.