Thats that

Broke, alone, can't leave this bed,
So many things that need to be said,
So I put them down even though you won't see,
So I can get it out but leave it be,
I've loved before,
And will once more,
But for now I'm sure,
I've closed my loving door,
On visitors or intruders,
 who may try the lock,
They will have to shout to get in, bang not knock,
I let my guard down for only you,
Even after you knew what I'd been through,
And now all this like it meant diddly squat,
You know what I'm strong you're really not,
I'm no longer afraid to say this hurt,
It's like you punched me and beat me to the dirt,
But fuck you as I will prevail,
I've pulled up the anchor  and prepared out love to set sail