The broken road

I stay awake late wondering where you are, what you're doing, how you are...Not knowing of the things that go on

....I sit here trying to find a way to go back to change the things that have happened.But as I sit I know I can't and I start wondering if I can ever walk down this road I'm on with someone or if I will continue on it alone...I miss the feeling of happiness and now all I feel is loneliness I know I have friends there but yet..... I still feel alone I wonder what life would be like with you still by my side But now all I know is where I am gonna hide

I stay in my little empty world with no where left to go and all I hear is one voice and that's the voice of depression saying "Come here let's sit down and talk about what all is wrong and how it's not gonna change"

I wanna come out of this state that I'm in....I just need to know where to begin......