The Fight

For so long I dreamed of a love that truly existed.
Not a love used as torment or competition.
A love that is truly real.
Not just a question or a statement ,
But a true unconditional love.
Unsure of what to expect or how to raise what this love,
I refuse to give up. His bright smile and innocent being in a world so lost.
The only love I have ever truly had.
From a past of being abused and thrown around and left alone, How could I really know and understand why or where or even how to give what was never given.
The want, the whole in my heart fully full filled?
Only a person A Parent who has came from a broken home would understand. This love my friend, is from my first born, "MY LITTLE MAN"