the letter people update pt. 2

so these are the could have/should have beens

s made me realize who I was
and what I wanted to be
I took that for granted
until what was taken for granted was me

L was the first person I truly loved
but I was too shocked at how fast
what is can turn to what was
i let L go for five years
but I’m self-deprecating 
so I reached out again, all ears
and I still wait for the responses
i always will

M was one of the people
who truly saw me for me
i craved that, was addicted 
until I was forced free

N might be the one who got away
unavailable, but still does stay
the first person I text in the morning
because that’s what we do
we are really great friends
in a way, siblings too

P is the one that will always be there 
I don’t exactly know my feelings
but I know I’m glad I met P,
can’t live without P,
we’re going to the mall on Saturday 
something we both hate
but tomorrow is valentines day
and we don’t have dates
We’re wing-manning for each other
because that’s what we do
but honestly, I’d date P in a second too

W was the one who wasn’t like us
until winter break
came back a new person
wanted a new date
new year, new W in the best way
also glad I met W, who always stays
(and beat #3 in the state at wrestling)

J is someone who wants me
but I don’t want j
so I make that clear

anywho, there’s a lot more of these than part one but it made sense to split them up. These are the updates but I think the letter people will definitely be back for good :)