The Loss Of Love

  I was 18 , you were 25

Little did I know 10 years later we would have to cut ties

Because you built us a bed of lies

And even after a million tries

I still could not avoid our demise 

Gaining lies, deceitful eyes, as I begin to despise 

You continue to disguise and my heart cries 

    The Devil's treachery is a forceful wind 

That never seems to grow dim

Only in TRUTH, true beauty lies within

Yet I refuse to give in, somehow

Determined I wont let him win

Regardless, I don't even know where to Begin

     In PAIN, in agony, in despair

The Devil is relentless, pin pointing me with his every glare

Hello is anyone there, are you not even AWARE

Of the nightmare, this malicious dare

How can you just sit and Stare

    While, I'm the one left to explain, Why there was a WAR

Why you and I are no more, 

Why you never chased us through that door

Why THEIR little hearts are so sore

Why I got tired of keeping score

Why I cant care anymore

Why THEIR mommy cries lying on the floor 

Why OUR life is completely tore 

Wondering, God what do you truly have in store

    Nobody cares IF all is not right

IF your dragging us from the LIGHT

Not even IF I Lead with all my Might

At some point its time to Give Up the Fight

Hold ALL our loving memories Tight

And PLOT to flee to Flee in the night

I no longer have impaired sight

I'm sure the Devil is thrilled in such DELIGHT!