The Moment It Happens

First I feel it rushing through my head
The lighting dims, My vision blurs 

And nothing around me makes sense

This is where I start to fade 

Or a More proper term would be this is where I start to dissociate

Or at least that's what the doctors say it is anyways

But not for me you see

It's different to experience it 

It's like I'm shifting 

As I enter into another dimension an alternate reality

Where I'm me but somehow different 

How do I explain how it feels to have to live this 

And right about now I've lost all my senses and I'm about to pass out 

I fall fast to the ground 

But I guess I'm use to this by now 

When I feel like I'm someone else but I'm still me somehow