The Movement Of Clouds

I am looking for you
In the green of the leaves
But they just blow away
In their fights with the breeze

I keep looking for your essence
On the earth where you lay
​​Maybe, conjure you up somehow,
Back into day

I'm still searching your spirit
In the movement of clouds
But they roll and roll by, just...
Indifferent somehow

I've tried finding you ...here...
Deep inside...in my heart
But this space is a war zone
Red raw torn apart, but...

I'll search and search on
I won't ever let go
I won't ever give up
Just...so you know...

M P 5/10/21