The one that got away

"THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY" 
      Vanity was your favorite sin
It probably still is
Screaming at me telling me "it's over" 
Because "I didn't want to be sober" (as a trickle of blood danced down your arm)
I want you to bleed..I want you to scream
In the midst of that ruckus...I don't wanna do a god Damn thing
Except Breathe
That's my kinda therapy I don't care if it's right..
Oh Btw STAY THE FUKK OUTTA MY HEAD AT NIGHT
Your really clumsy when your up there..pilfering through my SMILES AND CRIES
Kicking and breaking pictures of my tiny bits of happiness...I mean lies
Wipe the tears on my face b4 you leave next time Mr. "I don't wanna fight"
AND STAY THE FUKK OUTTA MY HEAD AT NIGHT
BY..JESSICA RACHAL NOVEMBER 2018