The pit

Sailing the brainwaves of my mind I'm led down path ways that lead me to where my heart once was....

But it's not there anymore
 No it's gone now,
 You see it was pushed out by this water fall and now we're going down 

But I didn't want to go down this way today 
I want to go back up
but all well guess that's  not happening now. 

So now we're going 
Down 
Down 
Down 
 Dear God where are the breaks on this thing?
 oh wait, 
that's right this is a water fall and that's not how waterfalls work.

We're in the pit of my stomach now, 
Which is basically hell, because here is were we meet regret and yes he's like the devil 

But he's not torturing us any more, because it's no longer about surviving it's now about dealing.
and I don't know why but dealing is so much harder than surviving.

Maybe because the threat of death is no longer with us but what's left is the threat of ourselves and that scares us way more than the threat of death ever could.
So desperately and frantically I try to find my way out of this pit. 
But I can't... Why? 
Oh yea that's right I'm at the bottom of a waterfall and that's not how waterfalls work.