"THE TRUTH BEHIND DISHONEST LOVE"

I am nothing more than a BROKEN SPIRIT and somewhere along my journey to find some sort of PEACE and a way of believing this world has MORE TO OFFER than all the bad i have personally witnessed, I suddenly became a VICTIM of a quite charming DISGUISE with a heart made of a sweet intoxicating seductive LIE. Pulled in and hypnotized by the warmth of his arms, comfort of his words and the PROMISES in his eyes. I am to be forever LOST in this dangerous mind GAME full of TWISTED PLEASURES drugged by the poison of his LIPS, i know there is no escape for me. You see this game is one that no matter the hand that is dealt you can only LOSE for the creator has mastered the ability to leave ones self in CONFUSION to decipher the difference between LOVE n HATE. The pain that it brings will leave you ALONE with your own INSANITY nothing but the question of WHY remains in your heart...why does he hurt you like this. At times it seems so unbearable that you try to separate FANTASY from REALITY and BREAK FREE but you dont you cannot. Sad as it may be you know that a DISHONEST LOVE is better than NO LOVE, so you turn to him and softly say... "I choose to stay in this fantasy of believing it will all get better though i know the reality is i'm IMPRISONED here in this miserable disaster MASKED as an irresistible HAPPINESS and glad am i to be here with you for as long you choose to keep me. Please put away that key to my FREEDOM, i am not yet ready for it; i am not giving up that easily.