Theory of the after life

God has a light
They say it shines bright 
But where was he when help was wanted

They say he helps those who help themselves 
But even then they often die young
I sit and I wonder I wonder all day long

Does god really care about me and you
But what if there's not 
No god 
But a system a system that never ends 

What if when we die we go into a different universe a universe we so deeply want

a universe we loath to be in 
any book any story we can go there but we must want to we must feel it loath it mean it 

That is my theory on the after life There are many and I am open to all if you would like to share yours 

you may think this is dumb but I so truly believe this so please respect that