These Are My True Feelings

I'm afraid I can't respond to the feelings you've given me. I'm not the ideal girl you expect me to be. My heart aches when you tell me we aren't close friends. I guess this is how everything usually ends.
It's selfish of me to say I want to keep you by my side. I don't want you to think you were hurting my pride. You're a smart and gentle person, although you won't admit. You haven't hurt me at all, not even a bit.
So don't worry about hurting me, because it's the least of my worries. Just think of a better way to say goodbye. That way, my heart will be able to endure pain instead of cry. Don't think it's your fault that it ended up like this.

It's my fault for not knowing how you feel. I wish I didn't leave a scar on your heart, it just made the distance between us fall apart. It all just happened in a flash, but I didn't know it'd cause you to crash.
I'm sorry for stealing your heart, but I promise I won't rip it apart. Don't let a girl like me turn you around.. Because I know that someday, a better person will pick you up from the ground. Somehow I'll tell you what I really want in life, but now isn't the time to even make a sound.