Thirst?

That moment you realize it is niether love
nor like that you yearn
it is Lust

That thought that invades your mind when you discover
your want to be touched...
to have a significant other
is so horrid it has become a neccesity:
so you consider it...
Friends with Benefits?

That dream that relentlessly hunts your innocence
giving it no escape, tainting it
with thoughts of sensual pleasure
and undeniable seduction

That vital decision when you choose to sacrifice you clarity
in return you welcome an invasion of wondering eyes
the flood of hands... and other parts
that venture upon... and within the places you once held sacred

That heart breaking confrontation that reveals the depth of your stupidity
you have bitten from the fruit of the forbidden tree
murdering yourself to awaken a stranger yielding the knowledge
of impure content

That moment you regret it all

Do you still thirst?