This life. Our world. Our lives.

Within a circle, a cross only divides. 
And I’m asking you why?
Is ‘religion’ itself just a well constructed and elaborate lie?
Sunshine, and fresh water is holy and divine don’t you think? And if only we knew how to make the horse drink. But now it’s the depths of the ocean abyss that my soul now steadily sinks. Pushed to the brink by others pulling at strings. Alien Ant farm style. Where the f*** is God, and when will those exquisitely divine angelic harmonies make true of our hymns? Being happy, humble, normal and free has now become just a long distance dream. I’m not even sure that in myself I believe. So now woe is me and alas may these words be the truth, no one will ever truly know what it’s like to be you. So you must continue to search yourself from both without and within and sooner or later your heart, soul and spirit may even begin to smile and sing once again :) Just remember I love you and for a long time you have made yourself sick so if you really want help it’s up to you to put your hand up and begin.