Thoughts

Minds racing , thoughts keep pondering in my head,

remembering all the words that were simply said ,

thinking of the pain I went through ..all the tears that fell like rain

The everyday struggle of simply reliving the pain, simply drives me insane.

the thought of wanting to cut, to numb everything I feel.

The feel of wanting to simply go back to being real, with nothing to simply deal

to simply mend my broken heart, to pick up all the pieces that fell apart....

then realizing and knowing where to simply start.