Through Everything

Can't say my hearts in it like it was the first inning
My heart beats stronger than it was in the beginning
My focus was winning, today its now living
But how do you focus in a world that keeps spinning
When your visions blurred and your head starts to ache
I work like everything I own is at stake
From three to three and still I can't afford a steak
Greens the only thing resting on my plate
The lack there of speeds my heart rate
Thoughts race while my blood pressure elevates
Music is how I medicate and meditate without I would definitely detonate
But my last flame taught me how to sustain
She did nothing, I did everything
So when I left, I left her everything
I left in debt but it was worth everything
Through everythIng