throwing it in

Today was the I made a decision.
Sat in my head thought with precision.
Not exactly scatterd.
Not that my mind state really mattered.

I really had to stop and think.
I listen to a friend who enlightens my view.

I lay that night I begin to stew.
She teachese to trust only a few.

She reads me well can tell I'm only new.
New to this world of enditable sin.
Ready to throw this life into the bin.

Its an irratonal choice.
Never really expressed this voice.

But I know now I need to finish this shit.
I know its leading in spiral down to the dark pit.

Its not to late to change this fate.
When I'm ledgit the feeling is great.

We all get served our life on different platters.

Some go with society some try to climb the underworld ladder.
Ive tried both the underworld has led me to a dark scatter.

I'm gonna get a job throwing mud on the wall.
I don't know why but its the job that has my call.

Fuck running drugs I im not sure why but it has become my biggest floor.

This world is only destroying me more and more.

So after the thoughts of this life of sin.
Five had enough I'm throwing it in.