ties of bondage

oh!mother.
where are you now?
i am alone!
when i lay on your laps
and fed on your breasts
how easily and quickly,
like a bird,
after its chirps and coos
and day feeding,
i slept!
now it is frozen a night,
without warmth
and solacing sighs,
something heavy loads upon my chest.
do you see it?
come and sing
all your lullabies,
pat on my back
and entice
a nice sleep into me,
with soft dreams.
tomorrow
they would turn
to realities.
i am faltering
in your absence.
let all your throbs
pervade unto
my frail being.