Time again

time and time again the feeling returns in a flash it seems it is all built up just to fall.
I stammer and strain to reach out for an answer or even just a glimpse of what I can do.
Silent ,
it's almost surreal to imagine how much I have really thrown to the trash all for seeking my selfish desires 
Tainted,
Is the path of least resistance engulfed in a glamour depecting some illusive fantasy that feels so real you could taste it on your lips.
Undefeated,
I stand as I scour the vast lands inquiring on about the light I seek to continue to inspire, instill,ignite,and revel in the essence of.
My mission is far from done though my feet and body grow tired I must resist the urge to faulter though I would love nothing more.
My soul drives me forward to the next sunrise the weight of my purpose is not one many could bare so I must maintain integrity and Grit.
There is a world of people who need to wake .
No mistaking this fire and yours as well is desitined to flicker in a mystic blaze awakening more to their true path.
time and time again I am brought back to this feeling deep within my core aways seeking more.