Too deep to heal

This time so diffrent the length gets much longer the thoughts hung i ponder and alone with the wounds, more understanding of the dept they have clung to, hidden away only few to see.

Unable to grasp how all was lost, so blinded by moments that have now come with cost.

The person i was who i only half knew is now someone lost, deep within, pride drops and in time all is forgot.

Hidden in denial the world goes on, all contact vanished as her soul she leads to unknown damage.

One day wakes up looks around, feels so empty, time flew, took all she knew, now alone in her thoughts, where did i go, what little ive become, no strength to bounce back, no soul to bounce off,

Once had it all then lost like a fool, life's darkest lessons have now become tools.