to start the end

they can't comprehend

where even to begin

they don't understand 

how it came to this plan

think i asked for this? 

that this whole thing was on my list?

i just wanted to try

never asked to die

still could have done so much more 

but they said i'm done, over and dead

i'm not ready to go, i can't leave my bed

wish i never tried to smoke

you don't know me, and i don't know you

and i know this is long

but listen....please, try to listen to my song