Today's Rainless Rarity

God, I want you so bad
Now your rejections are often
When connected skin on skin
Hearing your thoughts
Feelings shared come from within,
I glow in your radiance
And droop in the cold shadows
Of the physical love needed
Her words constant in refusal.

My soul blazes on fire
A hurt tamed by only one's touch
Throwing me repeatedly
At you, doesn't earn an embrace of such,
Ask why I wear the storm cloud always overhead
Ill answer to your rare service of love
The spotty giving
Spontaneous and sporadic
I need more, we...need more
So im a child vying for attention
To get back into the heart of your world,
Feels im no good at playing the bit part
A blade of grass in an untended yard.

I pray for rainless days
Coming out on the right side of the mood
When realizing a sparse time
You look to me with desire sought eyes
Casted to lead role
Cooled in complete satisfaction,
It is a shame that I have to miss this.
A shame, that I want you
More then you want me?