too many weeks

So many weeks gone by n im still asking why,
Feeling unwell makes me wana sit down n cry,
Feeling numb n really weird 
I really dont like it, 
its makin me scared....
I feel my heart racing each thuding sound,
I wish someone would help me 
and wave a magic wond,
My heads thinking all sorts I think its a mess... plz lord stop the tests,
Too many medz ive got to take 
Its driving me crazy for gawds sake,
How much more do I need to stand  being unwell I wish it was banned......