Too paranoid

I'm sitting alone and it's 2am,

I'm not aware of my whereabouts,

It's something about all the drinking and fights,

people filling my head with doubts,

My brains getting loud and it's crowded,

but you should know that I'm no good with crowds,

I'm getting all low with these feelings,

but faking like I'm up in the clouds,

Can't leave my house,

im just too paranoid...