Trapped PT.1

I’m in trouble
i feel trapped
suffocating on the word I want to say.
Thinking... numbers running through my mind.
whats the combination? How will I get out?

why can’t I get out?
can I have the code?
maybe you understand but don’t want to admit the simple pleasures on keeping secrets.

i feel trapped
like the secrets you keep
im in a hiding place no one can see.

like yours words I want to tell the truth but can’t because I won’t be able to bear the pain that comes
i am trapped.

all my troubles are there
I am trapped
suffocating turned to consuming
Thinking numbers lost in my mind
where do I find freedom
Answer:I can’t