True feelings

Only if you knew the thoughts running through my head.
I really wish that sometimes I was dead.
All the hatred, all the lies.
I'm really sick of always crying.
I don't know what I did wrong.
Pretending to be happy isn't going to work for long.
I guess I have to accept fate.
And end my life to escape the hate.
I'm sorry for all of my loved ones.
I didn't want this to happen.
But unfortunately it's to late.
Goodbye to this lonely girl, who almost had a fate.