Trust was never given

I broke someones trust 
Ill never get that back 
He meant everything to me 
I should never have blabbed 

I got excited about all the things he told me
I guess he did not want those words to get out 
now there are some rumors 
and I am sad now 

I had no idea how this would have affected him
I don't feel happy now 
And to add onto this heart break 
he forgot to wish me happy birthday yesterday 
instead I got a message 
saying he was done 
and that I should learn to keep my mouth shut 

This is the worst feeling in the world 
I wish that when I get so happy 
I  wouldn't blab so much 
 
I'm sorry that this has troubled you 
I didn't mean for it to 
I was just so happy that I could spend my time with you 

And if you see this poem I know that you will be mad 
because you don't want people assuming that you like me back 
I know that you will get bothered by my friends 
telling you that i'm upset 

I'm sorry
you remember when I asked if you wanted me out of your life? 
I know the answer to that now and I know you will say yes 
I know that your trust was something to never be given but earned instead
I know that I will never earn that trust again 
cause once its broken you never forgive