truthfully

Truthfully I don't know what's between U n me ...
Look at who we use to be... Youthfully bad...
Sad.
Crying out our eyelids ..
Fighting everything in sight from what's inside us...
No one to sleep with but the silence .. And the violence..
that shattered me thoroughly.
Tragic.
Captives.
Beaten, broken n battered..
fighting to be freed.
Hopefully.
Soulfully.
Lit that fire deep inside of me..
To burn and rage...
thinking of how we were made
And shaped
..not with love but with hate...
that furnace propels us ..
not accepting what they say,
Their lies to hide their demons.. They buried back down deep inside those dirty closets ...
And Fuck forgiveness
..u can keep that shit..
Along with all the guilt...

And over the years,
the Fears subsided...
Still colorfully vibrant ..
hidden by our tattooed skin,
smiles and silence...
but real scars last.
No hiding from your past.
And U know, that I know, that u know my struggle ...
Can't understand the pieces without ripping apart that pretty puzzle...

Most can't fathom what we've had to swallow...
our hearts know pain ...
And lived through the game
that tried to take us under ..
now there's nothing between us
but the hunger...
and the covers ..

A beast in the bed ...
With Needs to be fed...
So kiss me and slide deep in between my legs ..
Baby make me beg..
For that deep release.
please ...
So Truthfully
I don't know what's between u n me
Other than the birds n the bees
and how we greet reality.
But I like what I see....
You on top of me.
Truthfully.