Tug-A-War

I love Jesus, there’s no secrecy
in that
in my heart though, the devil and
the Lord, are in constant combat
 
each pulling so hard as if to pull me
apart
feels like a game of tug-a-war is being
played with my heart
 
How do I end this war and kick the
devil out?
How do I deplete this malice inside me and let
the Lord know, hate, is not what I want to be
about?
 
deep down I know I’m capable of love
I’m just not sure if what I know on the
subject is enough
 
I believe the Lord knows what my heart
is trying to say
I believe the Lord will win this battle and
I will finally be solely His and His alone
to obey